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I've recently lost my best friend, and a family has lost their wife and mother. Not really sure that Meth is what killed them both but I know it had to played a big role. You see my friend was an addict just like myself, he was a functional addict though." I thought" The last time I see him was Dec. 18th he had showed up at my house with his lady friend she was his neighbor. They were just riding around and he wanted me to go with them. I couldn't leave at the time and told him to come back and get me in a little while. He kept asking me why can't you go with me now? I told him I wasn't ready to go, so an hour or so he came back and by then for some reason I changed my mind about going. I had done laid down on my bed and my back was killing me so when I heard him pull up I didn't even get up. I figured he'd come in he sat in his truck, blew the horn, and revved up the motor. I still didn't go to the door. So he finally pulled off and I thought he would come back but he never did. The next morning at 8 am my neighbor woke me up banging on my bedroom window telling me that they had found my friends lady friend dead in my friends truck. I jumped up and quickly got dressed and went to see where my friend was. When I got to the cross road going to his house the law had everyone stopped and wouldn't let us go down there. The bomb squad, swat team, ambulance, all kinds of authorities were there. Anyways an hour later after not knowing where my best friend was or if he was dead or alive the swat team shot their gas in his home and busted in only to find my buddy in his living room, with his head blown off. He had shot his lady friend in the face blowing her face off. Then took a sawed of shot gun and stuck it in his mouth. No one will ever know why or what really happened that night. I do know the autopsy report said that they found meth, alcohol and Xanax in both of their systems. All I know is he was a good guy that would give you the shirt off his back he was my best friend for over 15 yrs. He left behind his 3 yr old daughter and 16 yr. old son.
January 20th, 2012
Dear best friend ,
My condolences my friend. I pray they are both in heaven and that you ate safe. Do please try to be a best friend to his son and daughter and have a spiritual cleaning of the house . If possible have the children move out to another place . A real tradegy .
My partner has on occasion while on crystal or coming off it shown violent behavior and rage. I ve been scared for my own life . Reading your letter makes me wonder if that could happen to me too by being in the wrong place with the wrong guy even if I am not a user myself ;( I pray my back or knee will also keep in bed far away from the evil that an innocent ride can take you.
I do hope that you will consider getting some treatment as your angles protected you from harm that time... And just by sharing your story your of service to us all . Thank u
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