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Jan
24My Other Wish
I used to have dreams, hopes and ambitions
And now I can't help reminiscin
About all those times when I had nightmares
When those things just passed me by it wasn't fair
I couldn't wait till I was 18
So that I could get out of my fucking house and live my dream
One night they was fighting the same old routine
I ran out of my house to my friend Jenean's (fake name)
She was my best friend
For the first time that night, everything was CRYSTAL clear
My pain could be erased no more tears
Just one first dose lasted a whole year
For a whole year I got no sleep
For a whole year my weight I couldn't keep
For a whole year I lost my friends
My grades at school were at a dead end
I got kicked out of high school for beating someone up in rage
I was only 15 years of age
I never went back but I went forward to my grave
I used to want to be a P.I. and minor in music
But that's not the road I ended up choosin
Recently my only ambition was to die
But I WONT listen to that lie
You've got to overcome your pain!
Don't cover it up with something that just makes you worse in the end.
I said to myself, don't be weak be brave!
Fall in love, live life to the fullest, before you reach your grave!
Brave Girl, New Jersey
