Methamphetamine Abuse Poems

• Feb
  21

  Wife of a User

  Here so down on life. Single, free and closed up tight. Cold hearted to the male gender. Hiding feeling in the night. Oh, so complex, simple it could be. Unlocked the door containing thee. A beam of light sneaking in. Stop this, can't let you win. Hurt once, don't take the chance. Turn run away, feeling say no. Stay, laugh, smile, dreams blossom. Arm in arm we will grow. Making the choice to be Wed. To the one who changed it all. Hard times, Good times, Love is there. Together a family, now standing tall. Dreams growing larger. Children with all the wants. Trying to keep it together. While one has closed off. Fighting to get in. Seems to be pointless. Feelings flowing, words talking. Ears listening but no answers. Darkness set in, Why asked. The day-to-day routine. No spontaneous roads, laugher gone. Still fighting to not be alone. Eyes suddenly opened. Secrets revealed. Betrayed by the unknown. Adultery, playing the field. If would have taken notice. Would have seen. Long before the telephone ring. The facts not hidden from thee. Now the end with a new Beginning. Starting over and not trusting. Had it all, Love, Trust, and Thee. Same time not wanting to prove anything. The truth presented in black and white. Denial of it all, continuously. Choice made, Let go and erase. New beginning starts out hard. With trust betrayed. True sincerity. must be proven. But not today. Marriage is united as one. Too easy to walk away. Too hard to forget, chose to forgive. Marriage to death do us part. Changing, Changing, Eyes wide open. Waiting, Waiting, Alone as always. Sleeping, Sleeping, Thoughts spinning. What the hell is going on. Now Darkness has taken the other. No feelings, No thoughts, No cares. The darkness is deeper, than deep. The darkness is DEATH. Death, do us part. Poof. Family hurting and now gone. Little message you see. Open your eyes Crank has won! You were never in control from day one. For whatever reason this has begun. You need to realize you have lost. Lost everything that has ever had meanings in your heart. Do and continue to die. This is the choice you have chosen. So before that day comes. The day that you will take your last breathe. I want you to know you are loved. Unconditional. You fought so very hard to win my heart. In winning by heart you have also ripped it apart. You gave me everything in the world. And now you have taken everything away. Hoping that you can see before it is too late. Stop and make the choice that will make things right.
  
  Strong Love

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  Posted on February 21st, 2011

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